Outsmart My Addiction

I try to outsmart my addiction and I wrestle with my soul

I ration my prescription, I fight my body for control

Have I not learned at all

How much it hurts to fall

I try to prepare myself for tomorrow

I will lie in my bed of sweat and sorrow

A victim of this epidemic condition

Again I fail to outsmart my addiction

I try to make excuses but they have heard them all

Still I wait for the doctor to return my call

Have I not learned at all

How much it hurts to fall

So I prepare myself for tomorrow

I will lie in my bed of sweat of sorrow

A victim epidemic condition

Again I fail to outsmart my addiction

How can I play the victim when I know full well

I guess I am the one to blame for this living hell

It seems like I will never learn

I touch the flame just to feel the burn

So I prepare myself for tomorrow

I will lie in my bed of sweat and sorrow

A victim of this epidemic condition

Again I failed to outsmart my addiction