If I write down some words that are real
That truly convey the way that I feel
Will anybody even read?
If I type out some poetic lies
Sweet nectar to draw in flies
Do I tap into some basic need?
I sit in a room, TV is on
I sit in a chair and play on my phone
The noise of it all distracts me
Overstimulated by family
I must take a walk
The blessings around me feel like a curse
When my anxiety is at its worse
I try to smile
I pray they dont notice my unease
I ask God, to help me please