Still

A whirlwind on the sidewalk

Leaves dancing in the air

From my bedroom window

I stand and I stare

The leaves have no direction

But they have no soul

I think of deeper meanings

And turn away from my window

Its just symbolic

Of the crazy mess I’m in

The fight with my inner self

Is one I will never win

I want so bad to hold you

But I know that I never will

Why do I love you

Still

(Written Many years ago, the emotions I felt 2004)
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